Joe Beezie!!!!!!!!!!

Okay I've been a huge Joe Budden fan for the past few years. His depressing music is so damn on point. And his lyrical skills, just ZOMG. So Fuckin Tight. My friend sent me these links yesterday, Joe rapping about what's wrong with the current state of hip hop. Fuckin off the hook. <3 Joe Budden. If you don't have the Mood Music mix tapes, you gotta cop those. Immediately if not before =D

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=teQC0rKl884


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nOxhFgoxwtE

Totally Random

Why is it that when you get to the end of the tube of toothpaste that LITTLE TINY bit thats left seems to last longer than the entire rest of the tube? Really? What's up with that?

Okay so my hair is driving me crazy lately. I'm planning on dying it dark brown in the fall (after my "fun in the sun" days). I'm thinking of straightening it too, especially since my curls have been lacking luster lately. I don't know........ I don't want to totally fry my hair because it's super shiny and healthy at least.... Time will tell.

I'm ridiculously antsy lately. I can't stand it. I just want SOMETHING to happen. ANYTHING. (anything GOOD that is). Blargh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I feel like I'm so confused and frustrated and don't know what move to make next that I'm just completely paralyzed and not moving at all. I can't stand that! I'm meant to move. move. move. Standing still is not my thing.

Gummy Bears

So a new study out of some University in Wisconsin (I think) found that gummy bears contain a natural sweetener that helps fight the bacteria that causes cavities.

This is SUCH GOOD NEWS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! No, srsly. You don't understand.

I friggin' love gummy bears.

Lasik!!!!!!!!

So I had my consultation for Lasik last week and it turns out I'm an "excellent and ideal candidate" for the surgery. Woo fucking hoo. I'm moderately near sighted, which is the perfect type of fucked up vision to have awesome results with lasik, and I have healthy/uber thick corneas. Whatever that means =D

So yes.... Now I just have to figure out when I can schedule the surgery, and then woohoo! I am so damn excited at the prospect of never having to put contacts in again. Never having a piece break off and get stuck in my eyeball. Never forgetting to take them out before I go to bed and waking up with my eyes all crusty. Being able to swim/ wake board/ do water related activities without either being blind or losing my contacts or having my eyes stick together because of them.

Woo

Fucking

Hoo.

How do you get GOOD photographers to shoot with YOUUUU?

You're short, you're not a typical model in many respects, but you have good photographers who want to shoot with you, how do you do it?


So I'm talking to my friend today (whose also a photographer) and we're just shooting the breeze, yada yada. Then he compliments me on my new rope picture that I did with Robert Sanders (and Ray Savage) a few weeks back. He's telling me how dope it is, and I'm feeling good about it, and then he comes with the low-key insult.

"I don't know how the hell you get to work with so many great photographers."

I was cracking up. I'm all, homie, did you just hit me with the insult (poorly) disguised as a compliment? LOL.....

Anyway, it's true. I'm short. I'm 5.3. Not even average. Short. But it fits me ;)
I'm curvy. Not super skinny, I have big boobs, I have a little tummy pudge, but I love my body. I'm definitely not the typical model type at all. But at the same time, I'm realistic with it and I work hard at what I do. I know I'm never going to walk runways or model for Versace or Prada or wtfever, and that's fine. I'm not "going to revolutionize the industry and pave the way for shorties everywhere" because I live in the real world. LOL. But I like to think that I'm fun to work with, I'm laid back, I'm a pretty decent model, and I can help photographers create some good images. So there you have it. The big "secret" behind why good photographers wanna work with short, curvy, not typical model looking ME.

God Damnit I'm a NATURAL BLOND

Dude.

If one more person sends me a message that somehow implies or directly states that my hair is dyed, I'm going to scream. I know that there are only like 7 natural blonds left in the world, and most people with blond hair dye that shit, but mine is FUCKING NATURAL. Grew out of my head on its own. That exact color.


BLEGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Drives me nuts. Oh, and my tits are real too. Thanks.

Super Slow Work Out

My mom and my big sister have been doing this "Super Slow" strength training/weight work out stuff for about 2+ years now. I decided that while I'm in SD, I'll jump on the band wagon.

I've been using weights and doing strength training for about 2 years now, so I'm all about it. But MAN, this shit is INTENSE! It's been about 7 weeks now and I LOVE it.

The point is to target a specific muscle group using a machine or free weights, and work it for no more than 3 minutes, until you reach absolute muscle fatigue/failure. You do about 8 different exercises in a session and oh lordy are you sore after.

LOVE it though :) Highly recommend it to anyone.